alone

Learning spanish, or visiting mexico won't make me closer to my ethnicity than I already am.
Hoping for support-- or forcing it, will not make me anymore loved.
putting off dealing with certain feelings does not make them go away
you can still be around people and feel very alone
living is no more important than not existing
how do you get yourself out of a hole?

'09
-be less dependent
-ride my bike more
-be more healthy
-consume less
-stray from materialism
-steal more
-have more ambition